Tuesday, June 10, 2008

This is my last week in Madrid.
I remember creating this blog for "journaling" my trip and all I did was post songs about this trip :P

Anyways, today I was trying to study - I did just bit - for my last Complutense exam, and had such an empty day. I hate days like that - the weather was cloudy, I was so bummed right in the morning, and with no plans for anything especial for the day. And here we go: that's my day. Ended by a fabulous 2 cans of light coke (who lead me to infinite trips to the toilet and feeling super hyper)
I already packed one bag (!) and there's still so much I feel. I am feeling a bit worried about everything to get ready once I am home. I've been sleeping like crap - keep waking up with stupid dreams. :P
I dont know...

These 2 last weeks have been a little hard. Most of everyone is busy doing something else, studying, traveling or already gone. And going through Madrid would be fun - but alone? It's a bit depressing. Well...staying in this apartment it's not that appealing either. I just hate these empty days when you don't do much and your head thinks too much...you know?! An empty mind is a house for the devil, and I hate myself on those days. I only think of stupid things, I feel lonely, ...just stupid. I need to do something...I really need. This is pathetic.

I am excited to go home - mainly to see my family, David and start my things again. It will be my last year at IU and I have no clue what to do afterwards.

Well, this song is one of my favorite Shakira ones...And it couldnt be better for this moment.

Te dejo Madrid ( I leave you, Madrid)




"Pronto estaré de tí, muy, muy lejos"