"The moment of that kiss contained every happy moment I had ever lived.”
- Paulo Coelho

a little feist

1.2.3.4 tell me that you love me more
Sleepless, long nights says
What my use is for ?
Oh teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing but they want some more

Oh oh your changing your heart
Oh oh you know who you are

Sweet heart, bitter heart now i can't tell you apart
Cozy and cold put the horse before the car

Those teenage hopes who are teasing me, lies ?
Too scared to run after one little lie

Oh oh your changing your heart
Oh oh you know who you are


I absolutely love this song.

Granada and these days

My last post was so sad since I was so sick. This is better, i think.

Last weekend I went to Granada with Katie and it was amazing. It was definetely worth it not only to see the amazing, gorgeous city of Granada but to see how I got mature since 4 years ago.

I always thought not really, that I had the same mentality, but a lot happened between that time. I could say the most adventurous (Would that be the right word?!) things that happened in my life so far were between that time I was in Granada to now. By adventurous, I don't only mean the good adventures, but the rocky ones that I saw so far. My skin is def. thicker. :)

It was great to see José Luis (my professor from my old school in Granada, my friend). I love how he is so opinionated about everything and how he keeps correcting my grammar.

...

Today for some reason I started worrying about IU, and how it's going to be when I get back. I honestly don't miss IU at ALL, except for the classes itself. My best friends will be graduating.... I even sent a msg to Cristiano asking him if he was leaving or what, since I didnt want to be by myself around there. He said maybe for one or 2 semesters....
I shouldnt worry, I barely know if I'll be alive in a month, but Katie was talking about who she will be roomates with next year in Madison, and it made me think.

What else is new?! Not too much. I'll come back and write again when I am more inspired.

"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different result"
-Albert Einstein

Oh, what a boring day. I've been in this mood since Friday night, and it sucks. My head is so head with this mucus? maybe, that there is no space for nothing else. My body is the same way. My room looks like there was a hurricane there, which medicines and Klenex all over and I dont even bother making my bed anymore since it's now a permanent space.
I am so in a "I dont care" mode. I skipped my Filosofy class once again, and I took another medicine that will make me fall sleep again. My commitments are blending together, ... and I dont care.

Im in a terrible mood. And I am sorry. I will regret feelin like this later, but honestly....I dont care.

Let me enjoy my I dont careness, since at least I have a reason to not to care.

Só hoje

Hoje eu preciso te encontrar de qualquer jeito
Nem que seja só pra te levar pra casa
Depois de um dia normal...
Olhar teus olhos de promessas fáceis
E te beijar na boca de um jeito que te faça rir (que te faça rir)
Hoje eu preciso te abraçar
Sentir teu cheiro de roupa limpa
Pra esquecer os meus anseios e dormir em paz
Hoje eu preciso ouvir qualquer palavra tua
Qualquer frase exagerada que me faça sentir alegria
Em estar vivo
Hoje eu preciso tomar um café, ouvindo você suspirar
Me dizendo que eu sou o causador da tua insônia
Que eu faço tudo errado sempre, sempre
Hoje preciso de você
Com qualquer humor, com qualquer sorriso
Hoje só tua presença
Vai me deixar feliz
Só hoje

saudade

My roomate Katie sent me the lyrics of this song, promising me I would love it. She was so right.
I loved it. :) It was so simple.
I feel a little lazy and homesick this week, I dont know why. Portuguese is the only language to have a word for this huge feeling in my heart: Saudade. :) Saudade, is the feeling of missing someone or something.
Not to get me wrong - I have never been happier than now. However, saudade can kill me at times.
So this song made me happy. It's good to feel that peace in your heart with a mix of saudade. I could even say it's the feeling I have ever felt.

:)



This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me

All my favorite moments - and favorite people!

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