no one comes here anyway

The fact that I've been so lazy around this house, fearing the scorpions, gave me so much time to write in this blog!!

I know my last post was so boring, and I apologize. PMS is not easy, and it completely drives my inspiration down! I've been so confused and nervous latety, having the weirdest dreams and thinking so much. Yep, an empty mind can house the devil. It is true indeed.
However, it gave me time to think about diets, voluntary work, Spain, and talk to old friends. :-)

I'll try to write a poem:


When


When all is done, but nothing is said
Even while our lips smile and kiss
Our hearts are broken and sad
Because a true feeling they miss.

When tears fall, but we pretend to cry
It takes time for our reason to realize
To me, and to you this love is a lie
Of our letters and kisses, won't matter their size.

When we hold, feeling as if walking away
The obligation comes quick,
And the words come of my mouth and say,
"I love you", another beautiful trick.

When we lay, thinking how to say goodbye
To each other, we give a fake smile.
Wondering how to cover up again for such lie.
Then we think "let's wait for a while,"

When we celebrate, thinking how much longer this could last,
We keep our meanings inside our hearts, afraid;
Realizing how life passes and time is going in a pace that's fast.
And how this true, beautiful outside love, is purely made.

By Ana Livia Coelho


















"You're just a little boy, all you do is annoy...you must talk so big, to make up for smaller things." (Christina Aguilera/Lil' Kim)"